I’m weird. I don’t experience things the way normal people do. I experience everything in extremes. Sometimes I really want someone to love me and hold me and nothing else. Sometimes the touch of another person is almost repulsing to me. I switch between different people almost. And if you want to get to know me you have to know each other the different personas I embody at different times, such as the careless floater, the heartless drifter, the compassionate lover, the suffering lunatic. It’s a lot to handle, and that’s why not many people try or are able to.